Interview with HG

30-9

Sound

Good

you and your sister:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_HS2q1rJT4

There is something addictive in her voice. Not related, it considered to be "the song" of my first relationship. I think it was also in the background the first time we had sex (I'm not 100% sure, but definitely in the background of other time we did).

This song is actually (and intentionally) not part of any of the playlists I usually listen to, maybe it's because I don't want it to get "wasted". But sometimes when I hear it on the radio, it finds my unprepared, I feel like, this is my song, why is it played to other people too??

I remember that ten years ago I found out that this is the favourite song of my cousin (the one that lives in London), and I found it surprising and slightly disappointing.

sad:

Lovesong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntW00QBh2yc

It's a little strange because these two songs have some similarity.

I love the original version, and also Adele's version of this song. The lyrics are simple and genius. Maybe I always wanted to be in a situation when I can say these words to someone

"Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again" I probably knew deep in me that it was never like that with him or with anyone else.

I actually listen to it in my playlists (both this and the original version), and every time I listen to it, I get a feeling of missing something, absent.

Smell

A smell that I love - orange, orange juice, orchard.

It's very Israeli, although there are large areas in Spain that have the same smell. My father is buried in a cemetery surrounded by orange orchards.

I remember in my childhood, I used to hang with my grandfather in the orchards and the packing factory around this area, and this smell brings me back to being a child again, although my childhood was not "amazing" because it always had the lack of father, but still.

I also noticed that I really like perfumes that has orange blossom in them or at least grapefruits.

A small that I don't like: DAMP

I'm very sensitive to sense (that's why my pregnancy were such nightmares:)), anyway, a sense that I can smell from a distance is of laundry that is not completely dried. It's a horrible smell to me, it makes me sick. I don't know where it is originally coming from my past and why it became the sense I hate the most, but since my divorce, and my x is living alone, so mostly during the winter his clothes have this smell, and sometimes the girls' clothes smell like that too. I'm very happy I don't have to live with that anymore, and it makes me upset that I have to wash the girls' clothes again and again (sometimes using vinegar and other old maid remedies) just to get reed of the odour.

Sight

Touch

So for me, the ultimate physical contact will be a hug. Better than a kiss, even better than sex. When someone gives me a really good hug, I can let go. A good hug is something very accepting. For me it's a wonderful feeling, also giving a hug is fantastic. It can transfer a lot of emotions and feelings without words, to the children and also to friends. I think that when I noticed I don't want to hug my ex anymore, I knew it was the end of our relationship.

I don't like when caressing my head. I can't really explain it, but ever since I was a little girl, this is something I can't stand. It gives me shiver (not of the good kind), maybe the bone structure in my head is not closed properly like with babies, but it makes me feel like someone is touching my brain and it also gives me a shortening sensation, when someone does it to me, double meaning...